Sunday, December 10, 2006

I Don't Like Me

That's not true. I love me. Really, I do, I'm my favourite person in the world. I just don't like TALKING about myself. That is true. Maybe that's why I'm bad at this whole Blogging thing. Bloggers, and writers in general are taught to write about what they know. Well, who do people generally (think they) know better than themselves?

I think this is one thing I've noticed since school started. We're asked to talk about our sensations and feelings. Which is important in being an actor, I mean no one can really tell us what we're feeling besides ourselves. Only we really know what's going on in our little hearts and heads, and once we can get in touch with that, then we can hone out craft.

I just feel really self-indulgent talking about myself. Really egotistical for some reason. I also have a tough time being really honest with how I feel online. I mean, how am I supposed to really express myself when I fear judgment. This post is not an excuse, just an explanation. I can get over this stuff, but until then, it's mostly going to be BS.